Barreling Off the Fast Train

Now, lets take a step back and reflect on this experience.
Thu Oct 22

things look up when you’re down

I wish I had someone to love me. Care about me. I feel like I should have someone. I am pretty enough. I work hard. I try to get out there. Everything I do it is for you, so the least you can do…is keep quiet….be a good girl. You gotta try a little harder..that wasn’t fast enough. TO make us PROUD. haha that song just popped into my mind…
Lets look at the positives though.
I’m graduating in May. That means I’ll leave in August for Korea.
Korean boys love me…and I’m sure I’ll be happy out there. Hoping to meet a few once I get there…sooooo excited.
I’m doing alright in school, and have a secure job that supports me.
I have a few good friends.
I’m healthy.
My parents love me.
I’m going to be 19 soon and I’ve already gotten soooo far ahead of life.
I need to realize that I should slow down…smell the roses. Build on myself intrapersonally.
Focus on my Korean…keep focusing on school, and take the invites as they come. Focusssss!!! Forget about him. And look forward to your future. You are young and proud, don’t let yourself hit the ground. Watch Coffee Prince over again and cheer up kid, the future looks bright.

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